Array of doubt
admist the botanical garden
Signing off from my house
Signing off from my warden
What is my orgin
Will an answer come
No, it never does
I will cry myself asleep tonight
I will sleep without love
On both sides stand two walls
Walking alone
Unaware that it is a maze
They say it's so simple
I'm gassed from my brain
Peaking from over a summit
The shadows cast against the rocks
it is for me it seems
The thought crosses as I fall
I want your love, your guidance, your hope
They say it's me but I don't know
My only option is to go and die
To be alone and no more cry
A eulogy for blood still warm
If I don't try the pain won't swarm
Listen to me for no one else will
Don't you see I am lost
I have no will
From disgust of symptoms
My lust and it's intentions
Where is my recognition
I'm clumsy and itching
Woah
...
False alarm, I thought I was free
Still sitting here, still in a dream
Beliefs are so cruel
I'm as if in a duel
Two spirits battle within
It's not even real
I search for some light, I search, I search
I clench, I perk
There's nothing to be found
Insanity rebounds
Won't any motivation come to arrive
Even to eat, I no longer strive
I write many letters as if to say goodbye
Soon I believe, that it will be tme
